A(gain)
11-15-2007, 07:07 AM
I didn't even know about this "section" until a friend told me about it. So, sorry about the new username (which was denied for obvious reasons). I only wanted to PM Ray on it.
First and foremost, I just want to apologize. Yes, APOLOGIZE. Not to kiss ass or anything, but although I never intended to rank up my post count, I have recognized a lot of "pointless" posts that were made. And for that, I'm sorry. For the most part, I posted where I could, meaning I posted where I could have some sort of input, even if it was just an "I like" or "nice work" remark. I figured it was fine since it didn't do any damage, and only helped to make the original poster feel "appreciated". Sounds cliche, I know, but it's the truth.
I also took the "rules" into consideration:
No flaming or overly incitive behavior. Violation results in 2-day ban.
No bumping your own threads.
No political or religious discussion.
No deaths or tragedies.
No tech support or homework help requests.
I was always careful never to break any of those five rules. The only thing that I can think of which might've come close to the first rule was the little "dispute" between Jer and I awhile back. Even then though, it didn't lead to anything big, nor did anything negative come out of it. And I'm not using the rules as a defense or anything, I just want to point out that I always followed them as much as I could.
Within the last year or so, even earlier than that, RangerBoard became one of my "common" boards to visit. And as I got more into the fandom (actually watching the current PR, searching around for old episodes, and all that other junk), I became more "active" on the board. I was checking in daily, talking with other fans, and getting involved in discussions. A few months later, this was the first place I checked when I would get online, and I started to talk more and more. I'm sure most, if not all of you have been in the same "cycle" with something. PR became something I liked (again), and this was the place to talk about it. I can't say much more than that. I know all of this sounds like a pathetic novel, but take it for what it's worth I guess. My point being, the board was fun and important anytime I was online.
I was originally banned for 2 days because I was "being a post whore". Whether that pertained to my last 2 posts in the (old? [I heard it was deleted/archived]) Random Thread or not, I could see why it was done. A little awe for awhile, but I took it as a warning. If the ban was actually lifted on the 2nd day, there's no doubt you would've seen a change. And yes, I even thought about how you all would've laughed and remarked, saying things like "the ban worked!" That's not to say you guys would've actually said that. Hell, I'm probably not even important enough, but the thought was still there. Despite that though, I was willing to "change" (post only where TRULY needed). The 2 days come though, and the ban is still there. A day later, a friend who spoke to someone on here (no admin/mod, just a memeber) told me that it was now a permaban. So, I log in again to see, and it's pretty much the same reason, but now the ban is permanent. The same person who mentioned a permaban also mentioned one/few (?) threads asking about me. Although I never actually saw them (if there were some to begin with), and I always appreciate any concern, I think it would've been best for any such threads NOT to exist in the first place, especially when people didn't know the circumstances. Again, this is assuming there were some. Now, I heard about the threads almost 2 days after I heard about a permaban. The only "reason" for a permaban that I can think of would be because of the threads. That doesn't really make sense to me, but it's all I have to go on. If anyone could fill me in as to why the 2-day ban was changed to a permaban, that would give me some type of relief. That's really the main thing I want to know. Of course, there could always be the "just because" reason, but asking doesn't hurt (hopefully).
I know this is the internet, and you guys (and girls) mess around just like any other human does amongst friends, so I respect that. Hell, I do the same, just like anyone else. I know I have a few foes, but no one can expect everyone to be a friend. I mean, they can, but it won't help. Case and point, I really just want to be apart of the community again. I don't want to ask for "another chance" because I honestly don't consider my past time here as a my first "chance". All I can do is promise you guys my cooperation, respect, and truthful apology. You want me to only post when necessary? You got it. I love the board, and even if I remained banned, I will still love the board. It's the place to be if you're a PR fan. I finally decided to pay the $10 awhile back not just for the VIP (although it helps that you get an avy), but to support something I view as significant. Just consider it, if you can.
I know it's probably harder for some, but I appreciate the time any of you gave to read this.
Thanks,
Eric
First and foremost, I just want to apologize. Yes, APOLOGIZE. Not to kiss ass or anything, but although I never intended to rank up my post count, I have recognized a lot of "pointless" posts that were made. And for that, I'm sorry. For the most part, I posted where I could, meaning I posted where I could have some sort of input, even if it was just an "I like" or "nice work" remark. I figured it was fine since it didn't do any damage, and only helped to make the original poster feel "appreciated". Sounds cliche, I know, but it's the truth.
I also took the "rules" into consideration:
No flaming or overly incitive behavior. Violation results in 2-day ban.
No bumping your own threads.
No political or religious discussion.
No deaths or tragedies.
No tech support or homework help requests.
I was always careful never to break any of those five rules. The only thing that I can think of which might've come close to the first rule was the little "dispute" between Jer and I awhile back. Even then though, it didn't lead to anything big, nor did anything negative come out of it. And I'm not using the rules as a defense or anything, I just want to point out that I always followed them as much as I could.
Within the last year or so, even earlier than that, RangerBoard became one of my "common" boards to visit. And as I got more into the fandom (actually watching the current PR, searching around for old episodes, and all that other junk), I became more "active" on the board. I was checking in daily, talking with other fans, and getting involved in discussions. A few months later, this was the first place I checked when I would get online, and I started to talk more and more. I'm sure most, if not all of you have been in the same "cycle" with something. PR became something I liked (again), and this was the place to talk about it. I can't say much more than that. I know all of this sounds like a pathetic novel, but take it for what it's worth I guess. My point being, the board was fun and important anytime I was online.
I was originally banned for 2 days because I was "being a post whore". Whether that pertained to my last 2 posts in the (old? [I heard it was deleted/archived]) Random Thread or not, I could see why it was done. A little awe for awhile, but I took it as a warning. If the ban was actually lifted on the 2nd day, there's no doubt you would've seen a change. And yes, I even thought about how you all would've laughed and remarked, saying things like "the ban worked!" That's not to say you guys would've actually said that. Hell, I'm probably not even important enough, but the thought was still there. Despite that though, I was willing to "change" (post only where TRULY needed). The 2 days come though, and the ban is still there. A day later, a friend who spoke to someone on here (no admin/mod, just a memeber) told me that it was now a permaban. So, I log in again to see, and it's pretty much the same reason, but now the ban is permanent. The same person who mentioned a permaban also mentioned one/few (?) threads asking about me. Although I never actually saw them (if there were some to begin with), and I always appreciate any concern, I think it would've been best for any such threads NOT to exist in the first place, especially when people didn't know the circumstances. Again, this is assuming there were some. Now, I heard about the threads almost 2 days after I heard about a permaban. The only "reason" for a permaban that I can think of would be because of the threads. That doesn't really make sense to me, but it's all I have to go on. If anyone could fill me in as to why the 2-day ban was changed to a permaban, that would give me some type of relief. That's really the main thing I want to know. Of course, there could always be the "just because" reason, but asking doesn't hurt (hopefully).
I know this is the internet, and you guys (and girls) mess around just like any other human does amongst friends, so I respect that. Hell, I do the same, just like anyone else. I know I have a few foes, but no one can expect everyone to be a friend. I mean, they can, but it won't help. Case and point, I really just want to be apart of the community again. I don't want to ask for "another chance" because I honestly don't consider my past time here as a my first "chance". All I can do is promise you guys my cooperation, respect, and truthful apology. You want me to only post when necessary? You got it. I love the board, and even if I remained banned, I will still love the board. It's the place to be if you're a PR fan. I finally decided to pay the $10 awhile back not just for the VIP (although it helps that you get an avy), but to support something I view as significant. Just consider it, if you can.
I know it's probably harder for some, but I appreciate the time any of you gave to read this.
Thanks,
Eric